dreams;

win national geographic spelling bee, reinvent the parachute suit, do something with dinosaurs 

sun river/vancouver

happiness/sentimental realists

KEROUAC;;

"Phoney human optimism is the silliest thing on the face of the globe---animals are smarter than that. THE SENTIMENTAL REALISTS OF CHRISTMAS."

BUKOWSKI;;

don't worry, nobody has the

beautiful lady, not really, and

nobody has the strange and

hidden power, nobody is

exceptional or wonderful or

magic, they only seem to be.

it's all a trick, an in, a con,

don't buy it, don't believe it.

the world is packed with

billions of people whose lives

and deaths are useless and

when one of these jumps up

and the light of history shines

upon them, forget it, its not

what it seems, it's just 

another act to fool the fools

again.

there are no strong men, there

are no beautiful women.

at least, you can die knowing 

this 

and you will have 

the only possible

victory.

* * *

KEROUAC;;

I 

clearly

saw

the skeleton underneath

all 

this

show 

of personality

what 

is 

left

of a man and all his pride

but bones?

Unbelievable!

I AM THE SHADE OF SMALL TREES AND THE SMELL OF CUT GRASS

haha what? cool.

househunt continues

Contact Mic.

beer, wire, firelighter,computer, plier/wirecutters, potapplepot, handgun, swiss army knife, childhood toolbox, transducer, 1/2 in. phone jack, shrink tubing

 soldering iron equals,

ghetto contact mic plus tape equals,

+ anxiety equals

http://www.mediafire.com/?nqwzizcm0tn

ts - new sheraphim town 

made everything with contact except the drums. :/

build one or i can build one for you!

http://home.earthlink.net/~erinys/contactmic.html